"Sometimes I think I was born backwards, you know came out my mum the wrong way. I hear words go past me backwards. The people I should love I hate, and the people I hate..."
i'm not sure, maybe i'll just call myself an enigma. no, i'm not calling myself mysterious in a sexy, jean-friction way. i'm puzzling in the sense that it's impossible to completely figure me out (or figure myself out) because i'm constantly changing. my opinions and views on life change with more frequency than the seasons. fluctuating.
i'm not sure, maybe i'll just call myself an enigma. no, i'm not calling myself mysterious in a sexy, jean-friction way. i'm puzzling in the sense that it's impossible to completely figure me out (or figure myself out) because i'm constantly changing. my opinions and views on life change with more frequency than the seasons. fluctuating.
21:42
candle wax lovers
Getting you
To speak
Is like
Finding a
Firefly
In a sea
Of stars.
Camouflaged,
And beautiful
And impossible.
Getting you
To touch me
Is like
Cleaning wax
Off a melting candle
With my naked
Fingertip.
Painful and
Sticky and
Intoxicating.
Speak again,
Touch
Me
Again.
I am
Infatuated
With
Your ability
To make
Me feel
Pain
And
The Way
You fly
Me to
Outer space.
18:10
joker of the heart
lets play a game
a trickery of the mind
when you play dumb
and i play the joker
for a moment
let’s pretend we’re in love
and i can loosen your belt strap
and you can kiss the nape of my neck
and we can undress
and we can unravel
